Gettin a hang of it

Well, welcome to Nov 10... that last piece actually began my blogging but unfortunately i didnt get to post it and didnt want it haunting me from 'my documents' folder so i just had to let it out first... i mean.. dont you see i feel much better. My writing has come under heavy scrutiny these days as i keep disappointing my primary school English teacher with a series of gbagaun. I've however adopted the habit of blaming my ever-ready to gbagaun elder sister on any mistakes i make on English henceforth and thankfully she no dey disagree again! 

Back to my life huh?

I'm still struggling immensely to find the balance between the right thing to at the wrong time and the wrong thing to do at the right time with everything that has been going on since my dads passing. its no more a question of who's right or wrong anymore as it seems. Feels more like a tug of war but who's wants to throw in the towel first? 

And the minute one tries to explain to a third party, you run the risk of getting told i understand what you're going thru in the first five minutes of that conversation when frankly the person has no idea or clue what you're going thru. its okay when one tells you " i cant imagine what you're through" that is being honest even tho some ppl prefer to be told lies but for some one who isnt in the same or has been thru shoes to say that he/she knows exactly what you're going thru... at times like that i just wanna take my dirtiest smelly socks and stuff both pairs into your mouth till you really feel how i do. 

I'm still very thankful to those who have proved loyal friends and acquaintances. True Titans... As for family? they wud always be family... Annoying, provocative and most times damn irritating but they wud still be family and you gotta take em and love em hard afterall you dunno who you might be annoying, provocating and irritating as well right?... See y'all later..